When you’re alone for a long time, and you’ve decided that you like it that way, your life achieves an equilibrium. All your energies are equally distributed amongst all the different sections of your life. You get the right amount of sleep. You excel at work. You’re productive on your days off….
we are bound to do that.. to do things w/c would either end up being considered as stupid if you fail or hurt yourself, or successful if you bring home the bacon and be this happy nomad at the end..
but really.. its up to you if you’d see it as a failure.. i’ve been winning all the time since i realized all this..
okey so here’s an update.. or maybe ginagawa ko to para may maisulat lang tlga..
namiss kong sumulat.. i think my course is preventing me from writing things out of spur emotions and random thoughts.. dapat laging may sense at purpose… thus.. lame.. :| well our exhibit has been a success! sobrang salamat sa lahat ng pumunta! :) but yea.. dahil sa kanya pero hndi ako nagsisisi bumagsak ako sa thesis ko.. yay! snaps for me! what an artist thing to do! :))) yea thats me being optimistic about my stupid decisions in life.. :D christmas season is just around the corner.. and yes im all hyped up for it!! yes im still rich! hahahaha.. and thats just me being honest. THE SECRET. FTW! i got new “friends” yes also because of the exhibit.. was grouped with a bunch of people that i haven’t really known all through out my college years but yea we banged that event like rabbits on a cold winter night.. may mga inaanak nga pala ko so.. yea.. i’ll prolly be broke for 1 month.. but whatever! ninong andrews in the house again kids! :)) buti nalang 3 lang kayong mga inaanak ko kundi walang toys for christmas at baka mga tuwalya lang matanggap nyo sakin.. :)) hmm what else.. oh.. yea.. im having girl problems.. :) but i’ll post that sa ibang post.. para marami at cool.. i bet some of you are dying to make sagap this chismis about my lovelife.. hahaha.. yea.. nagsimula me talking like this since also hanging with my portfol buddies.. they like it kasi when i talk to them like this eh!. it makes them so masaya and they always tawa like this dami .______o______, when i do it.. so yea.. i can’t longboard kasi the rain is like so lakas lately.. and im takot na if i do it it’ll like sira my board or make its wood chunk to death.. so yea.. not that im kuripot because boards are mahal but.. more like.. i cant find a replacement pa! since the never summer heist v2 is still not avail here sa pinas.. so yea.. but really i miss boarding like WHOAH!! uhmm what else.. yea i’ll make kwento nlang the lovelife thing sa next post.. :)
“kaiLangan taLaga 2??? hindi pwedeng isa Lang?.. hindi na uso ang ‘one & onLy’, kundi ‘one too many’??? tapos ang masakLap pa, kung sino pa yung hindi naman ka-gwapuhan, ang Lakas ng Loob, mag-two time…”
(WW)
so ibig mo sabhin gwapo ako kasi hndi ako nantutaym? :))
a few seconds ago.. tita came to my room.. habang nakakalat ang sketches ko at nagiink sa computer..
Tita: gagraduate ka na ba?
Ako: sana.! last term na to..
Tita: sipag ah! ano balak mo after school?
Ako: mainlove.
Tita: patay tayo jan!
You’re the echoes of my everything,
You’re the emptiness the whole world sings at night.
You’re the laziness of afternoon,
You’re the reason why I burst and why I bloom.
You’re the leaky sink of sentiment,
You’re the failed attempts I never could forget.
You’re the metaphors I can’t create to comprehend this curse that I call love.
mula nung nag first year college ako lagi na kong pinapagalitan ng nanay ko.. ang kanyang favorite line since then.. “LARO KA LANG NAMAN NG LARO!” (she’s referring to video games) maski nagpupuyat na ko sa thesis ko at sa lintik na mga projects.. pipintasan nya parin ako na laro ng laro.. graduating na ko ngayon.. kanina pagkatapos ko kumain sabi ko.. “hndi ako matutulog” (endorsement ng thesis sa dec 9 tapos ung finals sa web3 due bukas) nagalit nanaman sha.. hulaan nyo ung sinabi nya.. :))
