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pakiramdam ko pinatay ni ate yung inner artist ko nung bata palang kami.. naalala ko non sinasabihan nya ko na pangit yung drawing ko.. naalala ko rin non nagpapadrawing pa ko sa kanya lagi ng dragon ball.. tapos babayaran ko ng 20 pesos kada drawing kasi nag chacharge sha.. pero kung iisipin isang pares lang ng mata yung nakakita nung pangit na drawing na yun.. pwedeng sa mata ng iba hndi na sha pangit.. baka “sakto lang” okaya “steady” okaya “watawaw!” pero ewan.. parang tumatak sakin na pangit yung drawing ko tlga.. na hndi ako marunong..

tinatry kong isulat baka sakaling mawala yung sumpa pag mejo inexpress ko sa mga tao dito..

the things that hurt you are like sharp knives, cuts and penetrates deep.. but bear and live through it and its like having a concealed weapon right at your disposal.

its not yet happening but it will.. i will travel around the world.. go places.. with people that i love and care for.. and it’ll be great.. this will happen.. legit to..

hahaha.. come to think of it.. actual friends really try to reach out.. kung gusto tlga nila.. a friend tried to get in touch with me or atleast know whats happening to me via my stagnant tumblr acct.. mejo sablay nga lang ung pag deduce nya na may gf na daw ako at masayang namumuhay.. pero prolly thats how you see or measure it now a days.. people who are actually willing to dig in and know about your life are the people who actually know you.. galing lang..

i hate it when you let someone in and they just start to shit shit all over the place… the sad part is.. its just like before…. and to think im the all knowing one.. :| #EXGF

earlier at church the weekly homily was replaced by a reading of a letter from the arch bishop of the philippines. philippines ba o manila? yun na nga lang yung pinupunta ko dito eh.. di pa nila binigay.. can’t they just read that after the mass kasama nung 5+5 thing nila.. on a lighter note; i saw that girl again.. i dunno but i think its years since she became part of my sunday routine.. i know its a bit off to preach if i myself check out girls inside the church.. but if its been years and its becoming a weekly thing then i think im free to blog about it.. the girl who usually sits  on the monobloc chairs near the door or somewhere in the 4th or 5th row far left.. someday i’d introduce myself to her.. sa pasko para may dahilan.. >:) btw i came up with this thing that can be usefull.. naisip ko kanina na kapag ako naging pari.. maglalagay ako ng getting to know ur seatmate part bago ko magsimula.. at say goodbye to your seatmate bago kayo umalis.. its really sad na hndi mo kakilala yung mga kasama mo sa community.. it’d be quite awesome if may mabubuong actual bond between church goers every sunday.. yung tipong magiging magkakakilala na kayong lahat and you’d start actually seeing a real christian community.. parang dats entertainment lang.. pero imbis na days of the week ang groups eh timeslots every sunday.. 3pm power massers.. faithfull 410-ers.. 520 gang.. etc.. its just an idea.. diba.. since you get to deal with the same people for an hour everysunday might aswell be familiar with them.. nickname basis kayo para cool lang.. or maybe its just my mind subliminally suggesting that i really want to get to know that girl.. but heck the idea isnt really too shabby..

part 1

nakakamiss sumulat.. hndi ako manunulat pero may mga panahon lang tlgang alam mong marami kang isusulat at eto lang yung magpapasaya sayo.. siguro dahil naiipon na sila sa utak mo.. kailangan mo na silang itapon or sa kaso ko eh iimortalize sa internet at kahit papano eh ipahayag sa kakarampot kong mga tigasubaybay.. sumusulat naman ako kahit papano.. pero hndi na kasing bukal o super ng pagsususlat ko tulad nito.. sabihin nlag nating limitado ako sa 160 characters kadalasan o minsan naman ay kung may bolpen at lumang resibo akong makikita sa wallet kong bigay ni pat.. pero yaon namang nangyayari na eh hayaan na nating mangyari tlga.. lumook back ako sa huling post ko.. ung latest eh yung birthday namin ni christine.. hahaha.. sana hndi na nila mabasa to.. aamin ako na may portion talaga ng pagkatao ko na may thing para sa kanya.. nuon pa..  bago pa ung noriter o habang magksama sa moa at nung nagulat nalang ako sa balita.. at yung portion na yun ay hndi parin tlga matahimik sa kakaisip na kung ginusto ko lang tlga nuon sana mas maayos yung buhay nya ngayon.. hndi ko sinasabing hndi maayos yung buhay nya ah.. masaya sila.. alam ko yun.. pero.. hndi mo maalis sa isip mo na you had something great pero kinailangan mong kumiling sa ibang daan kasi may ngyaring iba.. ayan inamin ko na.. malaki na nman sila.. so gets na nilang hndi na importante tong sinusulat kong ito..

thing ko ngayon si drei.. yung bestfriend ni gellie na power sa lahat ng aspeto ng buhay.. lilinawin ko lang na thing ko lang sha.. hndi nya ko thing in return.. as usual one sided nnman.. hndi ko rin alam kung baket sha.. isang gabi lang nakita ko sha sa wall ni gellie tapos biglang ganyan nlang.. nung sumunod na araw tiniis kong hndi, pero sa sobrang power nya nakita ko lahat ng 75 profile pictures nya sa acct nya.. :| pathetic tlga ng buhay ko.. lagi nlang ganto.. no more further info muna.. pagdasal natin na sana sa susunod na pagsusulat ko after nito eh may progress na ko.. o fingers cross all over the nation thing na namin ang isat isa..

pumunta ko ng singapore nung kelan.. masaya don!! yan yung lagi kong sinasabi sa mga nagtatanong at hndi nagtatanong.. masaya don.. siguro dahil dun ko naramdaman ang pagiging independent.. tapos unti unti akong nilamon ng high nito.. umalis ako ng pilipinas magisa.. first time ko.. first time yon.. nagkaroon ng mga kaibigan sa eroplano.. chix nung babae.. asawa nya na pala yung katabi ko.. tapos bago kami lumabas ng eroplano pumray kami.. oo niyaya nila kong magdasal na sana daw eh mag enjoy ako sa stay ko.. takot ako sa mga ganon sa totoo lang.. pero sa kanila ko nakita yung legit na mabait na tao.. sino nga ba ko para ipag pray nila diba.. eh kung tutuusin pinagnasahan ko pa ung asawa nya.. kinda.. chix kasi tlga pramis!! so yun.. dumating ako sa sg.. dala ang pangarap ng pagkakaroon ng trabaho don.. may nalalaman pa kong “pakiramdam ko tlga magkakatrabaho ko don” pero sa kasamaang palad.. wala.. nagpakaligaw at sumaya ako sa lahat ng sulok ng singapore.. kumain lumakad at hndi nagconvert ng 33 pesos is to 1 dollar sa tuwing bibili ng kung ano. nagsisimula ang araw ko don tuwing gigising ako at isasara ang pinto pag alis ni ate, tapos matutulog ulit ng saglit sa sala okaya naman ay magkakape gamit yung high tech nilang takore.. bubuksan ang t.v at manunuod ng food channel o di kaya keeping up with the kardashians.. after a while.. maliligo na at jejebs kasi nga nagkape ako.. bago umalis ay hahanapin sa internet ang tamang mga bus na sasakyan papunta sa self made itenerary ko.. at pipicturan ito gamit ang aking laos na celphone dahil wala kong iphone4s (wala pang 5 non). mashadong masaya ang buhay ko don.. hndi sapat ang pagsusulat para ipahayag senyo.. madalas natatapos ang mga araw ko doon kasama ang cast ng BGVG ng house of vodkr.. Pagtapos kumain eh kanya kanyang rant sa trabaho at mga boss at sa naguumapaw na katangahan ni tito sotto nitong mga nakaraang araw.. MASAYA DON. babalik ako.. at yun ang pinaka dahilan ko kung bakit gusto ko nang magkatrabaho..

onga pala graduate na ko nung july pa.. halos 2 bwan na rin kung iisipin.. pero sa mata ng nanay ko ang tagal tagal ko ng nakatambay sa bahay.. 

tinatamad na ko.. bukas nalang ulit.. pagdasal nyo na nasamood ako ulit..

hahaha.. meeting someone who you share your birthday with is a big deal for me.. exact same date.. july 24 1990.. this is Christine.. shes super duper cool!! like Big Bangs cool!! look how fresh we were back then.. eto nalang yung birthday wish ko.. hahaha.. ang maging imortal.. echos ang frumesh ulit.. hahaha.. towards greatness.. 22! tapos Jordan na!!

hahaha.. meeting someone who you share your birthday with is a big deal for me.. exact same date.. july 24 1990.. this is Christine.. shes super duper cool!! like Big Bangs cool!! look how fresh we were back then.. eto nalang yung birthday wish ko.. hahaha.. ang maging imortal.. echos ang frumesh ulit.. hahaha.. towards greatness.. 22! tapos Jordan na!!

binuksan ko ung bintana ko kasi umuulan pati mahangin at para mapatay ko ung bentilador sa kwarto ko.. di ko sha pinansin nung una napansin ko pala kasi kala ko ipis sha na lumilipad.. pero maliit na salagubang lang sha.. naglalaro ako ng salagubang nung bata ako.. pero against ako dun sa idea na itatali sha ng sinulid tapos papaliparin para may cool insect pet ka daw.. so yun nga.. may salagubang sa kwarto ko ngayon.. yan lumilipad lang sha at this very moment.. pakiramdam ko may problema sha tulad ng iilang mga insecto na dumadalaw sa kwarto ko paminsan.. hinahampas kasi nila ung mukha nila ng paulit ulit sa T.V o di kaya sa Ilaw ko.. siguro wala rin silang lovelife tulad ko at nahihirapan maka cope up.. yan pader naman yung trip nyang ikiss ngayon.. cool lang eh.. ehehehe..

thisisnotafrica:

antihunting:

funnywildlife:

Military Protection!!
A four man anti-poaching team permanently guards a Northern White Rhino on Ol Pejeta Conservancy in Kenya, 13 July 2011. The Ol Pejeta Conservancy is an important “not-for-profit” wildlife conservancy in the Laikipia District of Kenya and the largest sanctuary for black rhinos in East Africa. It is also the home of 4 of the world’s remaining 8 Northern White Rhino, the worlds most endangered animal. There has been an increase in poaching incidents on Ol Pejeta recently, in line with a massive worldwide increase in rhino poaching linked to the rise in the Asian middle class. Anti-poaching teams provide close protection to the rhino, with 24 hour observation over all rhino on Ol Pejeta and 24 hour armed guard protection over the 4 Northern White Rhino who are kept in their own Boma area. The team have developed extraordinary relationships with these Rhino, leaning on them, scratching them and displaying tremendous affection towards these most endangered of animals. Each of the men in these teams feels a genuine vocation towards the protection of these animals, something the rhino seem to sense, and this emerges on a daily basis as the men walk with the rhino through their day.

we’re not the military, but we CAN provide protection

I need to reblog this to show that this is the first time in months I’m seeing an article about the protection of African animals where the protectors are BLACK PEOPLE.
BLACK.
BLACK PEOPLE
BLACK PEOPLE
Men from certain African countries (especially if they are in military garb) are portrayed in films and newspapers as ‘violent savages’ who don’t care about the welfare of their own animals, unless they want to eat them.
 This dangerous stereotype adds to the belief that AfircanS (as a collective) are too ‘stupid’ to do important stuff except kill, poach and eat and white people are the only ones in Africa who care about African animals’ welfare.
A lot of Africans care for the safety of animals (whether they are dying out or not) 
You need to side-eye every godddamn white documentary out there that shows themselves as the savors of African animals, while portraying Africans as just poachers (as if white people don’t poach)

thisisnotafrica:

antihunting:

funnywildlife:

Military Protection!!

A four man anti-poaching team permanently guards a Northern White Rhino on Ol Pejeta Conservancy in Kenya, 13 July 2011. The Ol Pejeta Conservancy is an important “not-for-profit” wildlife conservancy in the Laikipia District of Kenya and the largest sanctuary for black rhinos in East Africa. It is also the home of 4 of the world’s remaining 8 Northern White Rhino, the worlds most endangered animal. There has been an increase in poaching incidents on Ol Pejeta recently, in line with a massive worldwide increase in rhino poaching linked to the rise in the Asian middle class. Anti-poaching teams provide close protection to the rhino, with 24 hour observation over all rhino on Ol Pejeta and 24 hour armed guard protection over the 4 Northern White Rhino who are kept in their own Boma area. The team have developed extraordinary relationships with these Rhino, leaning on them, scratching them and displaying tremendous affection towards these most endangered of animals. Each of the men in these teams feels a genuine vocation towards the protection of these animals, something the rhino seem to sense, and this emerges on a daily basis as the men walk with the rhino through their day.

we’re not the military, but we CAN provide protection

I need to reblog this to show that this is the first time in months I’m seeing an article about the protection of African animals where the protectors are BLACK PEOPLE.

BLACK.

BLACK PEOPLE

BLACK PEOPLE

Men from certain African countries (especially if they are in military garb) are portrayed in films and newspapers as ‘violent savages’ who don’t care about the welfare of their own animals, unless they want to eat them.

 This dangerous stereotype adds to the belief that AfircanS (as a collective) are too ‘stupid’ to do important stuff except kill, poach and eat and white people are the only ones in Africa who care about African animals’ welfare.

A lot of Africans care for the safety of animals (whether they are dying out or not) 

You need to side-eye every godddamn white documentary out there that shows themselves as the savors of African animals, while portraying Africans as just poachers (as if white people don’t poach)

(via error888)

misteravid:

PINOY JOY
When we say Pinoy Pride, it is usually in the context of a Filipino or something Filipino being recognized by foreigners.
Jessica Sanchez is so great! Pinoy Pride!
Manila traffic on Bourne Identity trailer! Pinoy Pride!
Apl. De. Ap raps in Tagalog! Pinoy Pride!
Bruno Mars/Vannessa Hudgesn/Nicole Scherzinger is half Filipino! Pinoy Pride!
I think Pride is too strong a word for what we actually mean. Do you even care about Migs Ayesa, Jasmine Trias or Efren Penaflorida these days? People hardly even remember them now yet just a few years back they were synonymous with Pinoy Pride. We don’t even attach Pinoy Pride to undoubtedly awesome and consistently famous homegrown artists like Parokya ni Edgar. Do they need to be on Oprah or CNN to qualify? Pride needs no external validation. You have Pride in something even if no one cares about it. I think we should only use the word Pride for deeper convictions. Gay Pride for example. Whether a gay man lands on the moon or kills school children, Gay Pride remains. It is not tied to achievements or disgraces. It is not ever forgotten.  From now on I will avoid using Pinoy Pride. Pinoy Joy seems more appropriate. Joy is a smaller word that does not require strong commitment. It is fleeting and it gives us license of be trivial and silly. Famous international singer is half Filipino! Pinoy Joy!  Oprah hugs Charice Pempengco! Pinoy Joy! Ewoks speak Tagalog! Pinoy Joy! Jollibee on Glee! Pinoy (chicken) Joy!

misteravid:

PINOY JOY

When we say Pinoy Pride, it is usually in the context of a Filipino or something Filipino being recognized by foreigners.

Jessica Sanchez is so great! Pinoy Pride!

Manila traffic on Bourne Identity trailer! Pinoy Pride!

Apl. De. Ap raps in Tagalog! Pinoy Pride!

Bruno Mars/Vannessa Hudgesn/Nicole Scherzinger is half Filipino! Pinoy Pride!

I think Pride is too strong a word for what we actually mean. Do you even care about Migs Ayesa, Jasmine Trias or Efren Penaflorida these days? People hardly even remember them now yet just a few years back they were synonymous with Pinoy Pride.

We don’t even attach Pinoy Pride to undoubtedly awesome and consistently famous homegrown artists like Parokya ni Edgar. Do they need to be on Oprah or CNN to qualify?

Pride needs no external validation. You have Pride in something even if no one cares about it.

I think we should only use the word Pride for deeper convictions. Gay Pride for example. Whether a gay man lands on the moon or kills school children, Gay Pride remains. It is not tied to achievements or disgraces. It is not ever forgotten.

From now on I will avoid using Pinoy Pride.

Pinoy Joy seems more appropriate. Joy is a smaller word that does not require strong commitment. It is fleeting and it gives us license of be trivial and silly.

Famous international singer is half Filipino! Pinoy Joy!

Oprah hugs Charice Pempengco! Pinoy Joy!

Ewoks speak Tagalog! Pinoy Joy!

Jollibee on Glee! Pinoy (chicken) Joy!

NASAN NA ANG MGA PINOY KOMIKS?para sa tumblr ka naman kasi talaga.. ewan ko ba at anong pumasok sa isip ko at sinubukan kitang gawing cover photo sa facebook.. parang bumaba tuloy ang value mo pag nakita ka dito.. hahahaha.. may mga oras na malalim ako magtagalog.. siguro dahil nagbabasa ako ng pinoy komiks non.. naexpose ako sa cliff hanger lines na.. ABANGAN.. okaya.. ITUTULOY.. at nabitin din ako sa line na.. WAKAS. hndi lang sa pinoy komiks may ganto.. uso rin non ang MATON TEX.. yung mga sinaunang TEX bago pa nauso ang dragon ball at ghost fighter.. sila yung mga tex na comics ang laman. minsan 3-1 panel kada piraso may number sa sulok para alam mo kung anong order tapos sa baba nakalagay yung pamagat.. collect them all ang concept para makasabay ka sa storya.. never tong natalo sa puso ko maski nauso ang mga pokemon cards yu gi oh tska yang magic.. di ko maintindihan..

NASAN NA ANG MGA PINOY KOMIKS?

para sa tumblr ka naman kasi talaga.. ewan ko ba at anong pumasok sa isip ko at sinubukan kitang gawing cover photo sa facebook.. parang bumaba tuloy ang value mo pag nakita ka dito.. hahahaha.. may mga oras na malalim ako magtagalog.. siguro dahil nagbabasa ako ng pinoy komiks non.. naexpose ako sa cliff hanger lines na.. ABANGAN.. okaya.. ITUTULOY.. at nabitin din ako sa line na.. WAKAS. hndi lang sa pinoy komiks may ganto.. uso rin non ang MATON TEX.. yung mga sinaunang TEX bago pa nauso ang dragon ball at ghost fighter.. sila yung mga tex na comics ang laman. minsan 3-1 panel kada piraso may number sa sulok para alam mo kung anong order tapos sa baba nakalagay yung pamagat.. collect them all ang concept para makasabay ka sa storya.. never tong natalo sa puso ko maski nauso ang mga pokemon cards yu gi oh tska yang magic.. di ko maintindihan..

draw on paper > ink digitally> too plain > add paper texture > good enough.

draw on paper > ink digitally> too plain > add paper texture > good enough.

im not feeling that call me maybe song and i feel a bit left out.. hahahahaha

thus imma quote a somehow similar line from a song i like

so i walked up with a brew table napkin and a pen

told her we should do something,

call me when you can.

                                                 -dumbfoundead (are we there yet)

A tiny shard of hope is punctured in my heart.. Its hope but it kinda hurts..